Dark Soul

Is my agony of the hell, all the feelings of the yesterday.......

anyway all is abandoned for the pain...... maybe as...... I focus myself darkness....... the looniless is a world of reflexions and antagonies in a profile of unrrealy age...... the hurts in the soul, destroyer all the small, brillant and last magic, very easy...... as cut one little feather of bird....... I believe in the tomorrow, but not exist the next day to me...... more only the pain and inevitable feeling of recently...... my force it´s desapeared in the more deep pain and darkness of the night, without feelings, without alented words of somebody, that so love you forever or him give you a little of dear in you heart....... my soul alway traveled without the eat in his hands...... my hands always standing empy and desolates..... I would try the next day and next, for up me...... but the agony, is near and more ford wan before..... the sentimentals was dead since very time back.......

The death in my heart, as some understand to a lost world as the my..... I can lost me in the abis, in the foed of pain, only with.... the remember of a inocent life, destroced...... for one recently very hard and penetry until the skins..... that develoved my more fetid fade down.....

Maybe tomorrow I´ll stat here or maybe never more, I´ve back to this hell life....... the concecuences so way, when somebody mined in someone life stilled, but only the trued is real, when is acepting for the trued of be self......

My lost love, is the only wan sorrow me..... always, his remember, his words, his alented..... his company and his hands traveling all my body..... lost in the forget of my heart, so equal as my soul in this black world........ I was can believe in a life real...... because I was wan feel once again the love for a more time.... but is falt, I was felled in all, even with my own sister, my family...... myself, my brother, until with my girldfriend in my house together to my family...... corrupting to my sister in my carnals sin´s so as my brother for all the house to all hours..... until front to my sister in you own face........ without inportant nothing me.......

Wan repulsive be I´m..... I haved sex with my own blood..... my brother in front of my sister for various times, without someone remendance...... and inducedning to my girlfriend to wan she would have sex with my sister and my brother in my own eyes...... I am the hell in person..... the agony of my own sister, is.... my own be..... the only quo can be, the more down of this world........ I....... quo say about of all rules and cultures of a person...... ¿wan happen with me?...... why alway I inflig damage, pain and hurt in the persons wan I love, maybe in aparently......... that aparently I love him..... I hate me..... and I´ll hate me forever for all this, and never........ never more..... I´ll try near me to she, as to he..... I love to my sister, of the form wan I don´t meresly, but I love she for over all things, for over my life self.......... because alway I was inflig very damage to she...... I´m a repulsive person, sindes, helling....... she is a angel and a beautifull pure heart...... she only give love...... pure love..... sincery...... magic..... divined....... I love she more wan my life, but never more....... I´ll give she the agony....... of a life full of downing sin´s, and instic´s of animal wild as me.......

She is the be more beautiful wan I have in my life, and..... if necesary, I´ll be way of she, to wan she be happy forever...... closset or together to quo she loved...... and forever be happy........ she is very important to me for over all the things in my life....... and this agony..... be´ll destroyed with me in the hell for always.......

        Enya......